|Are you aching with me????
||[Sep. 12th, 2003|09:05 am]
|||||Oyster - Heather Nova||]|
hmmmm my life is funny and weird. I like being me, don't get me wrong, but how come people seem to shit on it and make me feel worse than i already am?!! Its like i haven't been to work for a few days because i have had really terrible pains in my stomach and being sick and they call me a hypercondriact?! I can't help it if i get poorly sick! I wouldn't fake an illness just to be "cool" or whatever... i just have a naturally low immune system.
Justine went funny on me this week and made me upset, but its all ok its fixed and yesterday we went into Nantwich and went to look at the "mincing" (?) clothes in Emporium and i want this really pretty hooch jacket... its £99 and totally worth it! I can't afford it though because i ordered my new phone last night and it cost me £229 and its fucking stupid! i have no money and it irratates me lots because i wanted to go see Rachel next week but i can't and i don't like it :(
Me and Rachel have been contacting each other lots, its fit. I really like her and stuff! I made her a CD and on the front were pictures of me through the ages... it took me hours. I hope she likes it :S She is such a lovely lady and is really hot and stuff too (which always helps my shallow mind!)
Going to Lipsy's tonight and i am v excited!!! I get to see all my bitches and wear a slutty costume whilst visiting... perfect really :)
Having a lazy day.. going to watch a few films i brought and then go get me a fat butty and just mong. At 3pm i am going to pick up Sophie from Primary, because i need to talk to her. Its goiong to be weird when i go to uni, because me and Justine were talking in the pub the other night and i am like the little sis she never had and i see her as family too. Harry and Sasha have helped me love kids again and i just think they have been good for my maturity. I don't feel sad any more, i don't harm myself and i have got over Lindsey and other nasty people who shall stay nameless. She talks to me about everything and she gives me good advice :( God i will miss them all... even annoying naughty Jack and Dan, who i got v overprottective over at college the other day!
My work do is tomorrow night and i am really worried they are going to do something embarrassing to me!! Its bad enough that there is pictures of me on the shop door... :( some man came in and said i looked better with black hair! I was offended... but my sexy welsh "Ham Man" told me i am beautiful with blond hair! I would well love to be his kids step mum ;) hehe xx i have a thing for regional accents!!!
I am listening to my new heather Nova album... its so so pretty... i want to be her! Her music has such meaning and i love the song "sugar" because it sounds rude :/ going on about Cocks and cuming... she loves talking about salt water and other sexual innuendo's.. Go her!